a few random thoughts:

i need clarity. i need a second job. i need to work out more... and eat less crap. i need to not think so damn much. i need to get a grip and just live my life.

i think christmas is a crazy holiday. people go on and on about the "reason for the season" and all they can worry about is having enough money and not having enough time to go shopping for all of the zillions of people that they need to buy gifts for. christmas is a consumer holiday-- no matter WHAT people say... yeah, it's all fine and good to spend quality time with your friends and family and do nice things for them... but everybody gets sucked into the frenzy of consumerism and then people are pissy, grumpy and frustrated-- and who want's to be around friends and family who are like that?!?!

shop. buy. spend. debt. money, money, money... money sucks.

i'm just bitter because i don't have any. money stresses me out. lack of money makes me want to jump off of a bridge.

love... "all we need is love"... love is hard to come by, though... harder to get than money. easy to give... well, TOO easy for me, sometimes.

i think WAY to much... my mind can't be still... it won't turn off. there's a constant, neverending stream of words and songs and voices and past conversations and wishes and to-do lists and resolutions and....

i wish there was an off switch.